Sincerely Britt

No Volunteers BUT a new SincerelyBritt

2010-06-12T19:58:00.000-07:00

After many weeks spent trying different things out I finally came up with something I was happy with (: Hope you guys like the new design! I missed all of you dearly, Now that I can bare to look at my blog i'll seriously get back to more posts. Starting in the morning. Nighty night love bugs!

Sincerely Britt

And it's FINALLY over.

2010-05-21T22:28:00.000-07:00

Today was it. The last day of school and I am SO beyond happy. Between finals, last minute assignments, work and guy problems I didnt have time to update. But none of that matters at this point because for the next 8 weeks i'm free to do whatever I please and I'm finally gonna be able to get back to blogging regularly. Over vacation I wanna do so many things! I definitely wanna get outta town for at least a week, somewhere with a beach and alot of excitement; I was thinking Florida maybe? That's always fun. Work is gonna restrict long vacations unfortunetly. I absolutely HAVE to go to rafting and I can do that here in GA, I always pass the place where you rent the equiptment and it seems like it would be really fun. I want a true summer experience, Last year I was in the process of moving, I lost my job mid june ): money was tight and it realllly sucked but this time i'm gonna live it up. In high school you have to make it memorable and thats definitely what I intend to do. On another note, my blog is bothering me, i've had this layout since January and it's time to switch it up for summer. Anyone good at designing headers and doing all that html jazz? If so PLEASE email me at : Brittnirambo98@yahoo.com I could use a bright vibrant redecorated sincerelybrittt.blogspot.com lol. So what are you all planning to do this summer? Anything special? Let me know, i'd love to have ideas!

Sincerely Britt

New job! .. well 2nd job lol.

2010-05-04T11:17:00.001-07:00

Whats going on everyone? Hope all is well with you guys! Soooo, lately money has been very tight on my end; i'm coming to an age where my parents are refusing to sponsor my lifestyle (if I wasnt mistaken that was college but ehhh, thats neither here nor there) So in addition to my job at planet smoothie, i've added cleaning. Anyone ever seen ATL when rashad, ant & their uncle cleaned those buildings? Well yeah, its that kinda thing. Money is money right? lol. I actually start in an hour or so and work until midnight. I'm sure i'll be crying in the morning from being so tired! What a sigh of relief that I wont be scraping cash anymore! Happy early Cinco de Mayo (:

Sincerely Britt

I'm sawwy :(

2010-04-30T21:12:00.000-07:00

You guys! I've been neglecting blogger :( It makes me sad that i'm too busy to update, usually blogging is what takes off the edge. Kinda like a beer for some of you lol. So it's officially May 1st and it's one of my favorite months of the year! Cinco de Mayo, Summer vacation, sad but special graduations of my big sisters, Mothers day, Memorial day, The beginning of great cookouts; whew I could go on forever! Just a wonderful month all in all. Speaking of Cinco de Mayo does anyone have any special ideas or traditions of what they do to celebrate? I'd like to know!

Sincerely Britt

You take my breath away.

2010-04-07T21:14:00.001-07:00

Lol, This is one of those "You had to be there" pics, I took it today. So this kid ... ay yi yi; i'm in love with him, i've fought it, trust me I did; but it was almost like devine intervention. It's like I gave someone the power to completely crush my soul if they ever so choose to. Was far from my first time being in love, but this time it just felt completely different. Loving him comes natural, but it's so terribly scary. I've never been scared before. Well not of love. I embrace love. Maybe with him I know there's a chance that I'll fall too deep, too hard, and I dont want that to happen. I dont wanna be the person who lets their guard and defenses go only to have that taken advantage of. It hardly ever fails. And that, thats horrifying. In a blink of an eye everything inside of you can be destroyed. By one person. Today all of that vanished. For atleast the time spent with him. I felt comfortable and rediculously happy (not to say i'm not always happy but this was a rare kind of happy lol), all of those "fears" seemed irrelevant and non existant. When he's around the only time a smile wasnt on my face is when he had to leave. I LOVE that feeling. I've never experienced it before. Usually i'm uptight and obsessed with perfection but I didnt care about any of that today. Ugh, it was perfect. He made my heart smile :D . Gladly I can say that after today, i've let go of some of my fears, he's proving to me that i'm safe with him and I dont have to be scared. He's such an amazing person. Inside and out.

-Sincerely Britt

Easter w|my familia :D

2010-04-05T22:12:00.000-07:00

1. My grandmother

2. My niece & I

3. Mommy & I :]

4. My nieces easter eggs

5. Little lady :D

(excuse the dates, they're alllllllllllllllllll wrong lol)

- Easter was wonderful. Unfortunetly me & my mother missed church :( but we spent the day @ my grandmothers with the familiaaaa. There was an egg hunt, great food and wonderful memories made. I love holidays that are family oriented; it gives us all a chance to re-connect and bond. I know i'm late but I hope all of you had a nice easter :D "Jesus is the reason for the season"

- Sincerely Britt

Horrible saturday night.

2010-04-03T19:55:00.000-07:00

I'm SO frustrated right now. Tonight was absolutely horrific. Lemme take you guys through the situation. So me & the mister have had alotta problems lately. We recently (sunday) talked about it and somewhat worked it out. We'd planned on going to the movies tonight, it was gonna be our first night hanging out in a LONG time. Today rolls around, I spent HOURS (maybe 2 1/2 on doing my hair, going through about 7 outfit changes, makeup, etc). So, I get there and I already knew i'd be waiting for a little while because someone was at his house installing something; an hour passes and he says he'll be there by 8. 8 gets here, he's not. 8:45 gets here, he's not. Finally calls and says everythings going wrong and he may or may not make it. 10 minutes later he texts me saying he wont be there. I started crying my little eyes out, like I tried to cover my face but ugh. I looked horrible. It wasnt the that he didnt show up, it's the fact that we dont see eachother often, so when we do it's special. PLUS I waited anxiously for 2 hours. I'm just getting home (my dad took me to dinner to try and make me feel better), and guess what else happens? I drop my phone (as I do every day) and the back of my phone cracks. This was not my night. At alllll :(

-Sincerely Britt

My thoughts about "Im mixed"

2010-03-30T18:53:00.000-07:00

I have many thoughts about people who claim they're mixed. For one I experience a lot of my friends that're "prodominantly"African American pull the mixed card. They do the whole "yeah, my great/great great grandmother was _____ (typically something like Indian or Puerto rican)" *side eye* you look like an average black girl but you make sure to let people know you're Puerto rican, white, Indian and black. Yep AND black. Black is never first, it's like people are ashamed to claim the black! Whats wrong with being black? Is it the negative connotation attached to it? (i.e, slavery or the belief that we we're the "black sheep" of the country) is it that you're ashamed? Now don't get me wrong, if you're proud of your heritage then embrace it BUT typically that's not the case; it's a failed attempt to fit into society and disconnect from what these people know they truly are. Black. Lighter skinned black people usually do this the most because they're able to "pass" for different things so they take advantage of the opportunity (again I am speaking on what I experience, so don't take offense). I wish black people would accept their culture and stop trying to portray themselves as other things that they truly have no interest in representing or taking pride in but merely something used to impress others. This isn't something that's just an issue with black people but it's what I know and can speak on. If you're a true mixed person and you connect with every part of you then I tip my hat to you. If you felt insulted or attacked in any way then maybe you are guilty of this, and maybe that's not a bad thing; maybe it's something you needed to hear. How do you feel about this? Agree? Disagree? Share your thoughts.

-Sincerely Britt

"I'M BLACK AND I LOVE IT!"

Did I just say that?!

2010-03-25T23:20:00.000-07:00

My mouth should have a piece of tape over it at all times. I'm starting to think everything I say is vulgar. This is becoming a problem because I can't express my self without dropping one of those uhhh ... 7 off limit words! I remember I was having a conversation with my mom the other day about how bored i've been and mid sentence she stops me and goes "do you realize you've cursed 9 times in 3 minutes" ... *pause* thats not normal. I come from a family of sailors, lol not literally but ya know that expression "cursed like a sailor" well yeah thats what I mean. Anywho my family (both sides) are very vulgar folks, I think it's rubbing off on me. Oh gosh and not to mention my moms boyfriends daughter, she's 4 and is always around; so one day she was looking for something and her dad goes "whatre you doing" and she goes I CANT FIND MY DAMN SHOE!" ... yeah you can only imagine who she picked it up from. Needless to say he had a few words for yours truly. Not cool. I've been told it's not very lady like to have a potty mouth and it's about time I revise my language. We'll call this operation rinse my mouth out with soap.

-Sincerely %$#$! Britt ;)

I'd like to thank my mother!

2010-03-25T20:03:00.000-07:00

YAY! I was awarded by BRI of briunscripted.com, she makes my heart all warm and fuzzy inside lol :) You guys should really go check her out, your life isnt complete without a daily dose of bri. Seriously lol.

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-Sincerely Britt

Howdy Hooo!

2010-03-24T08:43:00.000-07:00

What's up you guys? I'm shocked that I havent updated, since I've been aimlessly bored for the past few days (I said that right didnt I?) lol. Well I decided to write a blog about youtube. It's been food for my soul! People post a lot of hilarious videos and skits (well at least on the channels that I've visited) So i'm gonna use my time to entertain the worlllldddd MUHAHAHAHA lol ... dont judge me. Only problem is that I have a really annoying voice when recorded, YIKES! Gonna have to do something about that lol. Sooooo i'll post the name of my channel whenever I have something good to talk about ;)

-- Sincerely Britt

Wale - Pretty Girls, Favorite songgg!

2010-03-19T22:19:00.000-07:00

- You all are pretty girls. This is your anthem ;)

Dreams & A gallon of ice cream.

2010-03-19T21:58:00.000-07:00

Lol, i'm backkkkk :) I've been so caught up in the bs of life that I neglected my blog :( So much has been going on. For starters sweet little ol' me got into a fight; an actual fight. My new nickname these days is Little Ali. LMAO it's so funny because my last name is Rambo hahahah; epic. Girls in highschool just take you there sometimes, and when they do you know what you do? Break their nose, bust their lip, pull out their weave & make them cry ;) No seriously though fighting isnt anything to be proud of. It's not cute nor lady like but on the flip side there are some battles you have to fight. Literally. Anywhooo, I witnessed someone propose to their girlfriend on the street one day this week. Didnt have my camera so I couldnt record or get any pics :( But it was adorable, very simple but sooo sweet. Nice guys are still around apparently. I started a new mission to get healthy. I eat burgers and fries 3 or 4 days out of the week. My energy is down, i'm always tired .... ay yi yi it's rediculous so i'll be embarking on a health journey. The weather is getting warmer which means my fave season of the year is arriving.... SPRING! Spring Break 10' here I come. So tell me bloggers, whats been new with you all? I really would like to know!

--Sincerely Britt

Rise like the sun, Shine like the rays.

2010-03-19T11:10:00.000-07:00

Yayyyy the lovely bri > http://www.briunscripted.com/ gave me the sunshine award! :) What better activity to do in the sun besides volleyball! :)

Sick duck

2010-03-09T05:37:00.001-08:00

I've had food poisioning for the pas 36 hours ... absolute torture! I've been living off water, powerade and asprin (not eating gives you quite a headache). My body is super weak & I think I lost like 2 pound from vommiting so much -_- gross right? Yeah it's not very fun. Today i'm gonna try to get better and start eating maybe soup and fruits so I can get my energy up. But for now i'm gonna watch the Cosby show and catch a few z's. Happy Tuesday bloggers.

-Sincerely Britt

Barbie dumped Ken.

2010-03-05T20:45:00.000-08:00

"Barbie dumped Ken" is what my shirt says lol, dont ya just love titles like that? lol. So lately i've been going through a little bit. I feel like i'm being taken for granted in SO many sense's and I shouldnt have to put up with that. A couple months ago a little incident happened with this guy (I believe I blogged about him a couple weeks ago, scroll down and you'll probably see the long story/vent lol) anywhooooo after the incident I asked him to promise me that he would chill out on flirting with my friends; I saw that our mutual friends were expanding and I'm just like it's common courtesy ya know? He promised. Months passed by and every so often my bestfriend would show me conversations they'd have ... I let it ride until this week. I was being inspector gadget to see what they'd been talking about, low and behold I found exactly what I expected; more flirting. I was kinda taken back that she was actually entertaining this! For a second I wanted to burn her in acid ... Oh my gosh i'm joking, dont take me seriously but I was heated. Idk maybe i'm retarded or just completely oblivious but I was actually more upset with him than her. Typical girl reaction huh? Whatever. So after going back and forth through texts with him I let it go and things pretty much went back to normal which makes me feel dumb. Its like "oh yeah she's cool now so I can go back to getting at her girl". He does what he pleases which is totally fine, he's single so it's not my place to be concerned with what he does, but me on the other hand I continue to stay on the back burner; There's literally no other guys in my life. Not because i'm incapable of having them but when I would like to be with someone, they're the person my attention is on, so everyone else is irrelevant which in this instance is really inconvenient because while he's got a different girl for every hour of the day i'm stuck on stupid. It's almost like i'm scared to let anyone else in my life because ... what if he comes around? Well that train of thought is done. I'm gonna have fun and stop shutting out all these potentially great guys. Not to "get on his level" but just because it's something I feel like I should do for me. At the end of the day, no matter how many guys I flirt with or date; my heart is with him -_- I'm not gonna try to change that, only time can. As for everything else i'm wonderful everyone in my life is amazing, ESPECIALLY my big sister Brittney (isnt it cute how we have the same name) she gives me amazing advice and simply makes my life wonderful. I hope you all have an amazing weekend, i'm sure i'll update again.

- Sincerely Britt

2010-03-01T12:28:00.000-08:00

So yesterday was my much anticipated photoshoot! I really enjoyed it; It was very long; tiring and painful (I had a migraine and cramps out of this world) but I wouldn't have chose to do anything else. I had about 6 different looks, those are only 2. There were about 8 or 9 other models, all very beautiful and VERY sweet, I even made a few new friends. One of the stylists asked me to be in a Paul Mitchell fashion/hair show this month which is HUGE! So all in all everything went well. As for post photoshoot ..... thats a different story, I got very sick last night with a temp of like 103 which has carried over to today :( I feel like death! Well just wanted to keep everyone posted; i'm going back to sleep now.

-Sincerely Britt

"You can barbecue it, boil it, broil it, bake it, saute it"

2010-02-26T17:36:00.000-08:00

So last night was my first time seeing Forest Gump! I know, I know but dont judge me lol. Im in love! It was a good mix of funny and sad (more sad than funny -_- .. i'm a sensitive crybaby) I can't believe I missed out on this classic piece of magic for so long, whats wrong with me? Geesh. I should be exiled! lol, okay okay i'll cut the dramatics. My dad and little brother continued to laugh at me everytime I cried; I felt like such a dork (I'm sure mother dearest wouldve been on my side). So now I can officially join in when people talk about this movie, yayyyy! Andddd Congratulations to Bri over at http://www.briunscripted.com/ on her big internship with VIBE; isnt that simply amazing? Pshhh, you dont even have to answer ;) Happy friday everyone!

Easy like sunday morninnnnn'

2010-02-21T09:12:00.000-08:00

I've been such a little chef lately! ;) This morning I decided to make an egg & shrimp omlette .... didnt happen; so instead I made shrimp & scrambled eggs, it was sooo good I thought it was the perfectooo breakfast. Happy Sunday.

-Sincerely Britt

NEW BATHROOM!

2010-02-20T21:50:00.000-08:00

YES! After 7 longggggg years of the same plain boring flowery old woman bathroom I finally redecorated. Thanks to IKEA & Target I was able to produce this! Me & my mom spent alllll day shopping around for things since we didnt completely finish shopping when we moved in (August 09') so that was cool. Our house looks complete now lol. Btw it was gorgeous outside!! Usually it's like 39 & rainy, but it was 70 & sunnnn-ayyyyeeee :D Hope everyone enjoyed their day.

-Sincerely Britt

Rants, Raves & Decisions

2010-02-18T13:03:00.000-08:00

Happy thursday everyone! Tommorows friday :) *sighhh of relief*. So from the last time I posted til now my "situation" has completely changed. With a little communication everything ... well alot of things are solved. That makes me an extremely happy girl! I've been obsessed with monkey bread lately (courtesy of culinary arts) , that class is SO great; I get the greatest recipes from there, plus is brings out the chef in me lol. Speaking of which, my mother has gone organic food crazy! We went to a little market tuesday afternoon, It was like whole foods ..... ON CRACK. I think my mom had a couple food-gasms. This weekend is my adorable cousins 2nd birthday, Chuck e cheese, hereeeee I come! (You're NEVER too old for that rat.) I have a cold :( It wont seem to go away, I hate the weather but love winter soooo much. Im actually enjoying school these days, "High school is what you make it" said papa bear & little ol' me is finally making the most out of it. Its been exactly one week at this very minute since I found out I didnt get the commercial I was so excited about :( Its soooo sad to think about, but the great thing is at least I still have my many inches of hair that wouldve been mutilated lol. Photoshoooottttt next sunday, super excited! First one since I was signed to the agency. Mommy & daddy will be there cheering me on (hopefully they dont do anything to make me wanna hide under a rock). Welp that seems to be a rap up everything blog-worthy that I can think of. Ily guys!

-Sincerely Britt

Leave, stay, idk?

2010-02-15T18:05:00.000-08:00

So theres this guy. We've been friends for a little over 9 months now (I've known of him since like, 07' I believe) anywhooo, I instantly was attracted to him. Everything from his cute little beady eyes, to his gorgeous smile & NY accent, to his mind ... ughhh just everything. He had a girlfriend (Sucks right?) But we continued to be friends ... platonic friends. After a couple weeks maybe like 4 or 5; I told him how I felt ... well briefly & he said he liked me too, so at that point things slightly shifted, flirting was now taking place; but nothing drastic. I'd give him advice about his girl, and sometimes just sit & listen to him vent. It was super annoying to watch someone you really liked love someone else. But I couldnt complain because she was here first. He was SOOOO sweet during that time though; like his interest was really aparent but again, he was in a relationship. He'd always "hypothetically" say how if he was single at the time we met, we wouldve been together. Ehhh, I didnt get very hyped about those type of comments but it was still nice to hear (yes yes little naive me) So, another guy came along and kinda took my mind off him. Me & "mister" didnt speak for a few months. This guy was a complete douche, like a TOTAL douche so I dropped him. I missed mister soooo much at that point, I actually missed him while dating the douche but I didnt wanna ruin things by relapsing so I supressed the feeling. I started texting and calling more and more and whad'ya know, all those feelings came right back and this time even stronger. We hung out more often and ... here comes the big bang I fell in love -_- yes people the big fall; it was around November and there was no turning back. His relationship started to crumble (disclaimer: this had NOTHING to do with me, apparently she cheated?... whatever) But I realized all the sweet things he'd do and say before werent happening anymore, so I tried to just be friends ... didnt work. They broke up for good about a month ago and girls are throwing themselves at him, now I feel like i've been pushed to the back burner. Its not Karma because if anything I tried to HELP save his relationship instead of ruin it. Anyways, I feel like I've stood by for so long and have continued to be an avid supporter of his life and now that he's single he doesnt care. Girls are literally throwing their vagina at him ... and he doesnt have to turn it down. Idk what to do. I feel like i'm turning down guys weekly because I dont wanna be involved with someone else if he comes around. I wanna stay and just let the "single shock" pass because you guys I REALLLLLY love him, with all of my heart; but at the same time I dont wanna waste my time on someone who's never gonna move forward. I've tried to subtly bring this topic up ... FAIL! Ay yi yi; it's so confusing and depressing.

-Sincerely Britt

2010-02-14T19:44:00.000-08:00

Sooooo, much to my suprise Valentines day was AMAZING!
I woke up to chocolate & a really sweet card from my mom (Smiles from ear to ear)

We went to church, it was wonderful as usual, did a little shopping, then went downtown to a really nice restaurant called Einsteins. She treated me like suchhhh a princess. I was happy without a guy. I realized, today was meant to be shared with someone you love, that doesnt directly translate into significant other. Hallmark has brainwashed us all to believe that you need a boy/girlfriend to take part in this LOL. I'm VERY single but still managed to have a great day. I was one of those bitter lonely's, cant even lie; but I just accepted the situation.

Hope you all had enjoyed the day ;)

-Sincerely Britt

(PS > Dont wait until "A special day" to tell someone you love them)

Valentines day blues

2010-02-13T20:08:00.000-08:00

I have a major case of the V-day blues. My mother has a date tmrw, so our usual girls day out has been cut short. All my ladies have a special guy & my "special guy" ... if I can even call him that, is too busy doing everything non-valentines. Needless to say, I'm a little bitter. I kinda wanna just hibernate through the whole thing, It's depressing. I sound so pathetic! .... but wtf being alone is no fun. Excuse me while I go eat chocolates (courtesy of myself) until my pajama pants dont fit anymore.

-Sincerely Britt

Dont sweat the technique.

2010-02-11T14:38:00.000-08:00

I always hear about rejection in the modeling world. I see it. I witness it. But I've never experienced it. Yes, yes less than an hour ago I blogged about my let down but what the heck; its my blog & I update as frequently as I please *slight smirk*. I had a conversation with my big sister who's also involved in the industry and with my dad ... who gives amazing motivational talks and is a long time participant of the "tough love society". They've just made me realize that I need to prepare myself mentally for these types of things to happen. There will be MANY rejections in life period, and unfortunetly more so that acceptions. But thats okay, because the many "no's" make the you appreciate the "yes's" THAT much more. Im happy that I was able to make it to the top 5 :) that was a big deal & next time I'll work harder.

-Sincerely Britt

(Oh yeah, I know ... the title is completely random)

Sad Sad Thursday

2010-02-11T12:45:00.000-08:00

Well, I dealt with my first rejection today. Didnt get the commercial -_- , It's rediculously depressing because I was soooo excited and everything. Sigghhhhh.. I learned from this though. Never get your hopes up too high because it makes failing SO much harder to deal with. But I enjoyed the experience & at the end of the day at least I still have an agency and there will be more opportunitys to come.

-Sincerely Britt

Impatient

2010-02-09T12:08:00.000-08:00

Im beginning to get really impatient lol. I know, I know "good things come to those who wait" but ... I need instant gratification. I've been informed that I made the top 5 out of all the girls who auditioned, its not final but theres a REALLY huge chance that I'll be in L.A on monday (big smile) AND that Im going to have to cut my hair *GASP, smile fades* yes; and I mean the big Rihanna, Halle Berry chop -_- Idk how I necessarily feel about it. I LOVE my hair with a fire-y passion but hair grows back, opportunities like this dont always come around. I'm adjusting to the possibility of not having much hair. Its a little hard to picture honestly. I kinda can empathize with the ladies on Americas Next Top Model now lol. I trust the stylists, I know they wont make me look crazy if I get this. On another note; Valentines day is around the corner and my mother is my valentine, yup I take pride in saying that too, she's my eternal valentine (LAME!) hehehe. Welp, that concludes this post, adios guys!

Sincerely Britt

L.A here I come! .... hopefully.

2010-02-05T06:35:00.000-08:00

Had my audition yesterday, It was absolutely amazing, I suprised myself (because I dont act ... I model lol). I auditioned for 2 roles. One is the main and the other is the uhh .. other main? I'll know if I got it between the 11th-12th & its gonna be shot in L.A :) That makes me a veryyyyy happy girl. *fingers crossed* andddd last but not least; I'm OFFICIALLY with Allure model management. 2010? Its the year.

-Sincerely Britt.

Commercial Audition!

2010-02-03T20:16:00.000-08:00

OMG so I have a really big commercial audition tmrw at 1:30. SOOOO nervous. I model ... not act lol. The agency i'm with thought I fit the part & decided to send me. Its for "Lusters PINK relaxer" I use PINK all the time so its kinda ironic. I should be sleeping but I cant seem to fall asleep lol. Im really anxious. I practiced the role for hours & I think i'm comfortable but like I said, i'm no actress lmao. Sighhh. Im gonna try to do a video and "document" the whole thing. Wish me luck guys.

-Sincerely Britt

1st Hump-day of the month :D

2010-02-03T15:09:00.000-08:00

Class gets rather boring at time .... as a result? Butterfly art :)

I LOVE Culinary Arts, Its one of the best classes ever. Cooking is fun for me.

My dad, mornings with him are great. Soooo great :)

On my way to school, typical 7:30 a.m

Last but not least, THE BEST breakfast you could possibly get on the go. I loveeee Chick-fil-A

WTF! They're everywhere!

2010-01-30T18:55:00.000-08:00

COUPLES! They're everywhere! Lol, It's so notice-able because I happen to be livinnnnnggg singgglllleeee (sung like the theme song of the show) sighhhhhh. Im typically cool with my status but it's been too long *slight smirk*. I vowed to never have a "singleversary" ..... and whad'ya know. Bitter? Indeed. *Kanye shrug*

Sincerely Britt

Okay. Seriously this time.

2010-01-27T15:29:00.000-08:00

Okay, I changed up the blog for the final time. Hope you all like it! Today was amazing. Started off the day w/my dad. We had hashbrowns & lemonade @ c-fil-a, I love them. School wasnt so bad (I havent uttered those words in ages). Had an audition w/Elite model management ... GREATTT! Thats actually a blog w/in itself which will be written soon lol. Afterwards dad treated me to sushi. Yummmm. Made my way back to the halfway house & was met by 4th periods bell ... the last bell of the day; signalling that it was time for my FAVORITE class .... journalism :) I was assigned to do make a video interviewing Teen parents, telling their stories; Im ecstatic. I love doing projects like this. Unfortunetly my mom ruined my day w/her usual negative energy -_-. Ew. Im currently cooking tacos, yes yes I can cook! Hope you all had a wonderful wednesday *does the humpty dance* lol.

-Sincerely Britt

Re-vamped.

2010-01-25T16:44:00.000-08:00

I updated my blog :) I still have some minor changes butttttttt its looking pretty good.

Justin (Diddys son) .. swwweeeeetttt sixteen.

2010-01-24T10:31:00.000-08:00

.......... And this isnt even a 3rd of it. Im shocked. This is amazing. Dude got a MAYBACH. Thats the lifestlye of the rich & famous for ya lol. There was a video posted of him donating $10,000 of his bday cash to Haiti *round of applause*. I must say this is one hell of a sweet 16 *tips hat*

Single-versay.

2010-01-22T22:05:00.000-08:00

No boyfriend since last January, so this is the month of my 1 year single-versary. Bittersweet. More bitter than sweet lol. Guys ... well the guys I encounter just arent interested in relationships these days. Its all about the freedom to screw whom ever they please, but thats neither here nor there. I've acomplished some things single that otherwise wouldnt have even been thought to go after. Look at the cup half full. I'd like to stumble across an intellectual guy. A guy with amazing conversation and views on life. A guy that'd rather listen to Lupe than Gucci. A guy that'd consider the perfect date sushi & a couple re-runs of the Cosby show. A guy thats interested in more than how "fly" he gets. A guy that supports me & everything I do & tells me when I'm wrong without the "I told you so" tone. A guy who has goals, morals & a story. I'd like that. *kanye shrug then exits stage*.

-Sincerely Britt

From me to you.

2010-01-22T21:59:00.000-08:00

***DISCLAIMER: THIS PICTURE WAS TAKEN ON "DECADE DAY" THIS IS NOT EVERYDAY ATTIRE.***

I love this guy. More than anyone in the world. I've never had a real bestfriend. One I could always depend on, one I could tell my deepest secrets or insecurity's, one that I could talk to on a daily basis for hours at a time about any and everything, one that carries a box cutter just in case any guys try's to pull one over on me (you guys may think it's crazy but I call it loveeee lol), one that lets me say whatever I want without taking offense, one thats seen me at my worst & at my best, one that would go out of their way to get me chinese food when I'm on my .. uuhhhh well .... when my aunt comes to visit, one that genuinly make me happy, A "guy friend" thats actually a GUY FRIEND *hehehehe*. I cherish friends. I find real ones hard to come by these days, so when I have a good one; homage is necessary *tips hat*

Walk in the park.

2010-01-22T20:49:00.000-08:00

Snapshots of some of my favorite things. Rain downtown. Sushi & my "picture of the day" cartoon characters ;)

-Sincerely Britt

Go for yours, cause' dreams come true.

2010-01-18T15:19:00.000-08:00

It bothers me when people consistantly talk about a goal they have (whether it be to clean out your closet or become the next jay-z) & procrastinate or just ... dont put any effort in. You never get anywhere in life that way; youre not promised another breath (& I think we have ALL witnessed that) So dont wait. Go for yours!

-Sincerely Britt

PANTS ON THE GROUND!

2010-01-13T18:38:00.000-08:00

I know I went from one extreme to the next but this was REALLLLLLLLLLLLLYYYY funny lmao. Enjoy ;)

Haiti

2010-01-13T14:53:00.000-08:00

Im sure many of you have heard of the 7.0 earthquake that hit Haiti by now but I wanted to help publicize this. Its unfortunate but to help please Text "YELE" to 501 501 (repeatedly if able). Although we can donate millions & millions of dollars it wont bring back someones mother, father, sister, brother, etc; So keep this country in your prayers. Lastly I ask that everyone take a look at your life & realize how much you take for granted (material, jobs, family whatever), its sad that there has to be something as grand as this to make you appreciate your life, but thats really when things hit home. Again I stress that everyone helps out. God bless <3>

-Sincerely Britt

Humility.

2010-01-11T19:22:00.001-08:00

Someone told me I should humble myself today. It got to me; I guess I felt as though I WAS a humble person. & This is what it means to be humble in a nutshell:

"Humility" doesn't mean seeing yourself as LESS than your are, but seeing yourself exactly AS you are. If you are realistic about yourself, you'll be humble enough, because we all have limitations. You don't have to strike a "little me" pose.

A prideful person wants the benefits of a situation,without doing the necessary work. A humble person is willing to work for success.

A humble person is in touch with reality. They understand their role in the family or group. They can follow a good leader, and don't have to be in charge. But if duty requires them to be in charge, they do a good job because they are willing to do the necessary work. They're supportive to family and friends, and help others in little ways. They don't need the constant attention of others, but value most, their good opinion of themselves.

I guess after reading that I can understand the phrase "humbling yourself" a little more. Take a good look @ yourself and see if this pertains to you.

Closer to my dreams.

2010-01-10T14:33:00.000-08:00

In a matter of HOURS, The wondeful JC has managed to get a sponsor for me. Adonis Clothing Co. I am SO greatful for him, his time, effort & investment into me. Im excited about this, and ready to finally get out here & start producing some work.

--Sincerely Britt; God is love <3

"Everyone who doubted me is asking for forgiveness, if you aint been apart of this @ least you got to witness" (Verse of the moment)

Dreams to reality's

2010-01-10T10:10:00.000-08:00

Jordan FlyboyJc Cornelious.

Officially my manager. I am SO excited about finally taking a step forward. For those who dont know I am an aspiring model. Thanks to JC I might be able to remove the aspiring. Im short so for now my focus is print, but who knows ... maybe someday short will be the new tall and I'll be able to do runway. I made this a goal I finally was gonna accomplish in 2010 & im sticking by it. Be on the lookout :)

-- Sincerely Britt <3

Jordan Flyboy JC Cornelious is signed to "GeniusHouse!" records

www.facebook.com/FlyboyJC

Bye Bye Chris

2010-01-09T12:51:00.000-08:00

Okay so apparently Rihanna has moveddddd on to Matt Kemp (Dodgers baseball player). Looks like Chris is officially old news. Nice pick ;)

Eminem Dead?

2010-01-08T15:04:00.000-08:00

TOP STORIES - Rap Singer Eminem died this morning in a terrible car crash.The cause of this horrible accident was blamed for the cell phone that he was using when riding in his car.It is thought that he was not paying attention when he swerved into an oncoming truck.

He was brought to a hospital in critical condition, but he died from bleeding to death."There was really nothing we could do to help him"said Dr. Adams who was taking care of Eminem at the time.We will always remember Eminem from his music and his words.MTV will be having a special memorial program for him.

"First it's Pac then it's Biggie then Eminem"said Snoop Dogg,another famous rap singer.

Okayyyyy so wtf? Is he seriously dead?

2010-01-08T08:48:00.000-08:00

"The weather outside is frightful, but the fire is so delightful, and since we've no place to go, let it snow, let it, let it snow"

Okay so im exaggerating. But since GA gets snow but maybe once or twice a year this is pretty cool lol.

2010-01-07T20:05:00.000-08:00

"All Cobb County schools will be closed Friday, January 8, due to inclement weather and hazardous road conditions. All 12-month employees should report to work if able."

This made my life. Seriously.

5 degrees of pissed off.

2010-01-07T18:58:00.000-08:00

Theres nothing worse than being in high school. Hating it with a fire-y passion. Having the possibility of a snow day & it not happening. Well theres still hope but ... not much. Since 3:25 I've been glued to FOX 5's website. Blahhh, Im one mad person.

- Sincerely Britt. (Typed in red to display my anger)

ATTENTION!

2010-01-06T14:09:00.000-08:00

LADIES! IF YOU ARE NOT MANUFACTURED BY MATTEL .... YOU ARE NOT A BARBIE. GOT IT?

2010-01-05T02:40:00.000-08:00

Something woke me up, now I cant go back to sleep, Plus it was no help that I fell asleep with the radio on & "run this town" was blasting lol. Its cold .. BURRRR! You know that cold where even your clothes are cold? Well yeah that kind. The weather man said its 19 degrees out but it feels like 5. SHIT! School begins in aproximetely 2 hrs 38 minutes "/ Im gonna need some inspirational music with subliminal messages this morning lol, *you can do this britt, you can do it*. Welllllllllll this has been my blog of the day. Stay bundled up!

- Sincerely Britt

Drizzy said it best.

2010-01-04T14:20:00.000-08:00

"Everyone who doubted me is asking for forgiveness if you aint been apart of this at least you got to witness ..... BITCHES"

- This is for all those who are doubting me & my dream, when I make it; remember that you said I wouldnt. :) muahhhhhh.

Repeat <3

2010-01-04T09:43:00.000-08:00

I adoreeeeeeeeeee "Invented Sex Remix". I can NOT let a day go by without listening. Matter of fact Im singing keri's part @ the top of my lungs right now lol.

- Sincerely Britt <3>

She said it best.

2010-01-03T23:18:00.000-08:00

"A stupid girl"

I've become the girl i never wanted to be. I hate girls like me. The ones that get attached to that guy. The ones that will do just about anything for him. The ones that stick around for him even though he doesn't want you around. The stupid girls that refuse to face reality: HE IS NOT INTO YOU.
I never wanted to be that girl.
In the beginning, he was so into me, but I kept my distance. As time went by, I could not stop thinking about him. My heart was telling me something. I questioned myself, "why am i feeling like this??" I had to snap myself out of it a couple of times because I didn't want to fall for him. I kept denying it.
Eventually, I couldn't deny it any more. I like him. I want him. I think I might love him. Every time he was around me, my heart was jumping all over the place. I couldn't stop from smiling everytime I saw him. He took my breath away.
I fell for him. I fell for him hard. I opened up, but it was too late.
I had hurt him, but it was because I was trying to protect myself from getting hurt. He didn't want me anymore. I was not worth it for him.
I should have let it go. But, I wanted to stick around. Hoping maybe he would change his mind, but he didn't.
My heart felt like it broke into a million pieces. This is exactly why I did not want to get attached. I hate feeling this way. I felt it way too many times. My tears kept coming and I wanted it to stop. I wanted so badly to rip my heart out. Why me again??? It hurts soo damn bad.
There is nothing I can do to take this feeling away. I would rather get punched in the face then feel this.
I know this hurt is temporary. I just wish I could get over it fast. Never again do I want to feel this pain. I will take this as a learning experience.
For now, I dont need a man. I don't want to get close to anyone. I want to find happiness on my own.

- Diana.

When I read this I cried. Call me a sap but whatever. This is EXACTLY how I feel. No exaggerations.

Walk away ...

2010-01-03T21:18:00.000-08:00

First big girl decision of the year. I started to fall for a guy but his heart is with someone else, So I had/have to emotionally let him go. Its hard, especially when someone is apart of your daily life & just like that ... they're gone. Its by choice (mine) but still; that doesnt make it any easier. Its officially been 3 days, no texts, calls, nothing (on either end). Sighhhh. I miss him, alot. Im always tempted to pick up the phone just to say hello, but I'd rather not. I guess when the feelings fade we can get back to being friends .... like we were before my heart got into it. :'( Blahhhhh I dont like feeling this way.

- Sincerely Britt <3

2010

2010-01-01T10:31:00.000-08:00

I had an AMAZING night, brought in the new year w/my favorite cousin ;) @ her new year/25th bday bash. Looked fly, felt good, & enjoyed myself. I've declared that '10 is MY year & that was definitely the way to kick it off. I have to say the highlight of it all was obviously when midnight arrived, bottles popped all over the place & I literally felt like all the shit from 09' had been let go & I was truly beginning something new. I hope all of you enjoyed yourselves whether you partied; stayed home; attended church or whatever. <3 HAPPPY NEWWW YEARRRR!

Tyra & Alicia Keys

2009-12-29T12:06:00.000-08:00

Im watching The Tyra Show right now. Alicia Keys is the guest; Its old but ..... I <3 this one lol. Had to blog about it.

I missed the long hair

2009-12-29T12:03:00.000-08:00

The salon did their thing ... If I must say so myself ;) Had to switch it up for new years.

Uhhh ... Thanks?

2009-12-28T08:29:00.000-08:00

My aunt bought me THE most hideous purse that I've ever seen in my life. Its like ....... DISGUSTING. She tore the price off & didnt gimme a receipt. So im stuck with this ugly excuse for a bag "/ Im pretty pissed off about it, so I had to blog.

Anthony Spankyyboy Soopal

2009-12-26T00:59:00.000-08:00

I was instructed to write a blog about him, so I will. Uhhhhh, youre the best? Despite the fact that you think about yourself more than others half the time. We're gonna have a metallic wedding on jupiter & not invite anyone else; cause' theyre too lame to appreciate some ish like thisssss . Kay thats all, Hope this was worth getting outta bed for. I love you ;)

No resolutions, Just goals.

2009-12-25T23:24:00.000-08:00

Top 10 Goals for 2010 (& a little explanation lol) - No particular order.

1. Become a working model by this time next year (Welllll besides the fact that i'm 5"3 I think I could do it. Its always been a goal of mine. Hopefully this year it stops being a goal & becomes a reality)

2. Zip my lips & open my ears (I dont listen to others ... most of the time, so this year i'll make it a goal to do so)

3. Try to be a little more pleasant (Apparently i'm a complainer so maybe I should shut the hell up & just smile lol. No, no, no thats impossible but I guess I could weigh out situations a little more & see if its worth bitching over)

4. Figure out what Im gonna do with my life!

5. Open up (I have a problem expressing myself)

6. Calm down ... Maybe take yoga once a week or something (Im just a stressed out individual)

7. Focus (I have the attention span of a 2 1/2 yr old)

8. Pick who I trust, be-friend, and let my defenses down for a little more wisely (I've been hurt alot since like .... kindergarden because of this one)

9. Have a closer relationship with God (Because its necessary)

10. Have a meaningful relationship (I've been casually dating or "talking" to lots of guys for quite sometime, Its boring. Im a relationship kinda galllll)

-- Welllllp, heres my top 10. What are yours? Share. Im actually verrrrrry curious to know.

I LOVE makeup!

2009-12-25T23:18:00.000-08:00

Welllllll due to this new found free time, I've been able to conduct my own mini photoshoot lol. I think I did pretty good if I must say so myself! lol. Here they go:

Farewell Christmas

2009-12-25T23:12:00.000-08:00

Wowwwww so Im blogging from my brand spankinnnn new laptop :) yayyyy the best Christmas gift EVER! Didnt even ask for it. But besides that I had an amazing day. Family, Food, Laughs, Memories <3 The worksssss ;) Christmas 09' graced us with its presence (no pun intended) & now its time to say farewell. Sighhhhhh "/

WTF! wheres the holiday spirit.

2009-12-15T07:12:00.001-08:00

Lately I've been trying to force myself into it BUT idk ... it just doesnt seem to be happening. Tsk tsk tsk. Hopefully when all this finals mumbo jumbo is over then I'll be able to focus a little more on Christmas. We'll see. Wellpppp; Happy holidays everyone <3

Official.

2009-12-13T14:45:00.000-08:00

Why arent we official?! Blahhhhh; question of my month.

Bad Girllllssssss!

2009-12-09T06:28:00.000-08:00

Okay so i've never been a fan of Bad Girls Club until this season. I saw Tyra the day it was supposed to premiere & decided to check it out. I'm ADDICTED! I love that show. Mkayyyy so heres my opinion about the girls

- Natalie: Ms "I Run L.A." lol. Shes bomb. I loveeeeeee how she just isnt afraid to say anything (....well none of them really are) May be a little excessive but I like it. I just think aloootttaaaa people like her or crown her "leader" of the house because of the whole Chris Brown thing.

- Portia: MY FAVVVOORRIITTEE. When she said "over there tryna play captain save-a-hoe" she was instantly my fave lol. Again, she says what she pleases & I like that. I think she's a bad girl because she was forced to be; more so than any of the others.

- Annieeee: LMFAO, what qualifies annie to be on the show? Like everyone shouldnt be appauled whenever you say something ..... BAD! lol, thats not a bad girl. Besides that; she's entertaining.

- Kendra: Ehhhh, she's okay I guess. Typical reality show chick.

- Flo: Manly as hell. Shes funny though. I'd love for her to be my body guard.

- Kate: I actually like her. She's such a low-key bad girl.

Alllll I want for christmas <3

2009-12-08T08:13:00.000-08:00

I didnt ask for anything this year, thought I'd try a little thing called giving lol, But the other day I saw the CUTESSSSTTTTT Juicy necklace online. Omg I think i'm in LOVE <33333 So Santa, if youre reading; I've been a nice girl all year, I think I deserve this necklace ;)

- Happy Holidays All!

Revamped

2009-12-06T17:40:00.000-08:00

Just wanted to use that word :) Dk if it necessarily pertains to this blog but ehhh oh well lol. Welllllppp this weekend has been...... horrible. A person really close to me pulled some shit that made me EXTREMELY angry. Im the type of person that over-analyzes & purposely looks for reasons to exaggerate a situation just to clearly get my point across or be able to use it against someone (shut up. you do it too) BUT this time was different. This person was wrong. Point Blank Period. I bitched about it. Cried about it. Thought about it. Then got over it. Proud of myself? YES INDEED! I hang on to things for dear life. Im a firm believer in making people pay for what they do. But I guess I've reached a new level of maturity because I now see that its Gods job to handle others wrong-doings. Not yours. All youre required to do is make a decision on whether you wanna forgive & move on, or forgive & remove this person from your life. Couldnt remove em' from my life. So I decided to forgive & move on. Not everything is as big as you make it. Sometimes you just gotta learn to take things as they are. Being pissed does nothing for you. Im glad I've come to this realization. Not to say that there wont come a day where I have to let someone go because unfortunetly not everyone who comes into your life is permanent and WILL make their departure; an ugly one. Soooooo bloggers, if youre holding a grudge take a second to think; is it really that serious?!

God Bless <3
Britttttt!

Listen Up!

2009-12-02T05:54:00.000-08:00

So heres my "serious blog of the week." In honor of the holidays I'll talk about Christmas. Christmas, Christmas, Christmas. Such a commercial holiday. No one truly embraces what Its all about anymore. Gifts, Bags & Boxes are all that seem to matter. Granted, It is a season of giving BUT take time to think about the real meaning of it all . This Christmas instead of expecting & receiving; give. Help someone out. Donate time. Make someone happy. It'll warm your heart (Seriously). So keep this in mind! Happy Wednesdayyyyy ;)

December

2009-12-01T07:30:00.000-08:00

Well Hello There December .... So Nice Of You To Join Us :)

Black Friday

2009-12-01T05:45:00.000-08:00

Im a little late, but black friday was great! I got most of my xmas shopping out of the way & everything was @ least 50% lower than it would regularly be, granted im still broke BUT it was worth it :) hope everyone enjoyed thanksgiving <3 happy tuesday!

VACATIONNNNNNNN

2009-11-20T06:01:00.001-08:00

@ 3:25 I will be set free from the last remaining concentration camp (aka campbell high school)! . . . well for a week @ least . lol , but hey im not complaining . omg & around this time next friday ; i'll be going to buy my christmas tree ! yay :)
well happy friday all <3

Beware of the "Christmas-Friend"

2009-11-19T08:23:00.000-08:00

- So i've saved since like september (which was hard because my paychecks are a joke lol) but I'm FINALLY financially able to be santa clause this year :) -- this has nothing to do w/anything but i just thought i'd share . . Okay but seriously , I want to BEGGGGG you guys to beware of those friends who only come around during the holidays in hopes of a gift . Dont be stupid lol , if you guys havent spoken since last thanksgiving . . . take a hint . Save your money for the people who matter most . happppppyyyyyy thursday bloggers :)

WTF ?!

2009-11-16T15:18:00.000-08:00

LADIES ! WTF IS UP W/YOU ?! a friend came to me today & to protect the stupid i'll name her . . . . "lisa" . So lisa calls me crying her eyes out saying how her boyfriend cheated on her blah blah blah , after maybe 20 minutes of listening to every detail she goes "I completely changed who I was for him , I even neglected people that meant the most to me" . . . My sympathy turned to anger immediately . Why do girls go through this "personality/lifestyle alteration" for a guy ?! I mean I understand if you're changing for the better but dont be who HE wants you to be . Thats just NOT the way it goes . He never gets to know the REAL you . As much as we'd like to think the person we're with will be our one & only . . . chances are thats not the case , so why be someone who you're not comfortable with just to please someone who probably wont last more than a year or so . That just urks the hell outta me . I was saying to myself earlier love is rediculous , it can be the most beautiful thing or it can go horribly wrong & make you do some crazy things . "Lisa" is living proof . Ladies , love doesnt mean you have to lose yourself in the process . Remember that . Happy Monday :)

@ the moment

2009-11-16T07:09:00.001-08:00

Im content . I have the people in my life that I need & cut out/off the people I dont . Im slowwwwlllllyyyy falling in love . . . . GASP ! havent been in "love" since dinasours roamed the earth lol . Its scary but somethings you just cant fight . School is fine , Work is paying my bills lmao (yes people I DO have bills) & the holidays are here :) i'd say life couldnt get much better .

3 little words

2009-11-11T08:32:00.000-08:00

I love you . Those 3 little words , make such a big impact . So take time out today to tell someone "i love you" . I guarentee it'll brighten up their day .

Double Standards

2009-11-11T07:57:00.000-08:00

So I was listening in on my moms conversation the other day , & i overheard her talking about this guy she was in a relationship with & how she was tired of being tied down , so she started dating a couple other people . . . otherwise known as "keeping her options open" , so her friend is gassing her up & like "oh thats right girl , if he's not giving you a ring then why be faithful" . . . . now whats wrong w/that picture . Men do this all the time & get labled as a player , but a woman does it & because this mans not down on one knee all of a sudden its justified ? SMH ! & So many women wonder why they cant find a good man , you have to be a good WOMAN first . geeeeez . get it together ladies ! alrightyyyy well thats my blog of the moment lol . happy wednesday <333

Well Well Well . . .

2009-11-09T07:12:00.001-08:00

Hello there :) , i've been M.I.A lately but im backkkkk . So im completely over my "I hate guys" phase . i guess it was just that . . . a phase . lol . As the holidays are rapidly approaching Im getting MORE & MORE excited ! I am SUCH a holiday freak . Dont care much for the material things (although they ARE a bonus) , i care more about family & the hapiness . its rare that my whole family gets together & just enjoys a good dinner & has fun so the holidays mean alot to me . I've been working hard lately , my job is NO joke (but my paychecks are lol) . Im trying to plan a trip w/my bestfriend & her girlfriend for december , BUT i dont wanna be like the 3rd wheel so Im deciding on who i should bring . welllll thats pretty much it for now , happpy monday <33

Heres to you <333

2009-11-02T05:41:00.000-08:00

Heres to you for being there for me . Heres to you for caring . Heres to you for listening to everything I have to say . Heres to you for being my rock . Heres to you for putting a smile on my face w/o even trying . Heres to you for making me feel special . Heres to you for everything you do for me . Heres to you .

-- Ily <3

Guys .

2009-11-01T16:05:00.000-08:00

Im tired of them . "/ Where are all the good ones ?

Hello November <33

2009-10-31T21:05:00.000-07:00

I've waited for you all year !

The Future

2009-10-31T20:43:00.000-07:00

For the past year I've been pretty set on becoming a fashion editor for GIANT & Going to savannah college of art & design , but recently i've taken interest in event management , basically handling all that goes into producing a successful event . Option #2 is becoming a stylist . . . im kinda stuck . . . i dont see why I cant do all 3 lmao .

2009-10-31T20:20:00.000-07:00

The Tools That Shaped My Childhood : )

Yours Truly . . .

2009-10-31T18:55:00.000-07:00

I've heard the cliche "as you grow , you find yourself" , but I've always thought that was such BS . "I know myself & no one can tell me otherwise" , thats just always been my mindset . Recently that thought has been shattered . I sat down one day & listened to a friend talk about her plans for the future & i just listened to how sure she was of herself , It was then that I realized that I have absolutely no idea where my life is headed . . . I mean yeah i have 2 1/2 more years to figure this out but it triggered something deeper . It went from what do I want to do w/my life to who am i ? WHO AM I? For all these years I thought I knew but in actuality I had no idea . So I sat & thought about it . I was like am I really just another superficial teenage girl who's obsessed w/hair & makeup ? am I more consumed w/how a guy perceives me than actually being comfortable w/myself ? , so forth & so on . I thought for hours upon hours upon hours about who I am . & I realized that "who I am" , is not what I wanna be . My life is my own & all this time I've been living it for everyone else . I've made myself into this person that everyone else wanted me to be . So screw everyone else ! Over the course of the past 2 months I've started living for me & each day I find out more about myself , for example , the littlest things make me smile , not material things or even compliments but the things in life that are SO often looked over . As for all those people I was "living for" wellllllll , half of them i've let go . . . that was really hard , im not good @ cutting people . BIG accomplishment in my eyes . So I encourage everyone to take a good look @ yourself & your life . Do you truly know who you are ?

BOO !

2009-10-31T16:15:00.000-07:00

- Happy Halloweeeeeeen Bloggers : )

Will Always Love Me Some JUSTTTIIIINNNNN ! <3

2009-10-23T08:22:00.001-07:00

Ohhhh Gosh How I Love Justin . This Guy Is Beautiful . Yes B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L ! Ughhhh The Chick He Marries Will Be The Luckiest Woman ALIVE (No Hes Not Engaged Or Anything . . Lol , Im Just Saying)

Finale .

2009-10-23T07:42:00.000-07:00

So i watched the season finale of Real Housewives & 1st & foremost ; kim is REDICULOUS . . i dont quite understand the concept of her LETTING NeNe choke her . she claims "she didnt know how to react to the big moose" but i say homegirl was just scared to fight back . Sheree . . . . welllll put it like this ; she shouldve spoke up & let Dwight know that is was her show not his . now granted he did make her show A-M-A-Z-I-N-G , but it was HER show . im interested to see how far this line goes . NeNe ; ehhhh a little dramatic & out there as usual . nuff' said . Lisa & Ed . . . i love them . they represent what a strong marriage is <3 . Kandi AHHHHH shes been my favorite since day 1 . shes sooooo laid back & potrayed herself as a woman who had somethings going on for herself . im STILL in shock that A.J died . definitely unexpected & its crazy that Kandis mom was actually starting to accept their relationship (although they broke up anyway & this season was taped like 6 months ago lol) This was a pretty good season , i enjoyed it . i cant wait to see next season & how everything plays out . im SUPER curious to know how kandi's doing , if nene ever found out who her dad is , if lisa & ed have a baby & if kim FINALLY realizes big poppa isnt leaving his wife for her lol . that ring was just to shut her up lmaooo . well thats my thought for the day . happy friday : )

LMAO commercials that get me everytime .

2009-10-22T07:39:00.000-07:00

-- thats so gay commercial
-- k-9 advantix commercial
-- lebron james commercial ( LEBRON LEBRON LEBRON ! ) lol .
these are just the ones that came to mind the quickest , commercials make the world go round' <3

Kourtttttt !

2009-10-22T05:41:00.000-07:00

Kourtney is gonna be suchhhhhh a cute mommy : )

The "Yes" Person .

2009-10-20T08:32:00.000-07:00

i absolutely HATE it when i have a problem & someone just nods their head & agrees to everything i say . if i come to you w/something , i expect feedback & advice
: not "oh yeah youre right" every other sentence . its annoying . thats my thought of the day .

Homecoming .

2009-10-19T07:52:00.000-07:00

This is just a PREVIEW of the night . more pictures coming . but then again all the nights events didnt get photographed lmfao . happy monday :)

Slow Dance <33

2009-10-15T08:21:00.000-07:00

This Song Is Absolutely THE Best Song I've Heard All Year . I LOVEEEEEEEEE IT .

Character Day : )

2009-10-12T05:49:00.000-07:00

Today Im Janet Jackson :)

SPIRIT WEEK IS HERE !

2009-10-09T08:12:00.000-07:00

Ahhhhhh Im Super Excited ! Homecoming Is Always My Favorite Time Of Year .

Last Game : (

2009-10-09T06:13:00.000-07:00

last football game of the season last night : (
we played centennial & lost as usual , but at least we had fun : )

realized .

2009-10-08T06:35:00.000-07:00

a friend made me realize alot last night . i've been "frontinn" about so much . no further details necessary . but i just wanted to thank "this person" for helping me realize that . :)
ily !

2009-10-07T08:14:00.000-07:00

Lmao , Why Am I Not Suprised . .

2009-10-07T08:12:00.000-07:00

Which Do You Choose ?

Successful ?

2009-10-06T05:34:00.000-07:00

What exactly is the point of becoming successful ? you die then you forget your existance . My mom says "Well Imagagine If Barack Obama Had That Attitude , Then He Wouldnt Be The First Black President" . . . WHO CARES ! God is eventually gonna set the earth on fire & those who lived a decent life go to heaven & those who didnt go to hell (well thats just the basis of it lol] but anyway what you do here on earth doesnt really matter ; you get a pat on the back in the end & thats about it . . . Big Whoop . So from now on im done STRIVING to be successful . If i am then great , but if im not the next barack obama i wont necessarily hate life either . live life for the moment . Do what makes YOU happy . This may not be the best way to think but w/e . This is my thought for today : ) happy tuesday .

What Is It , What Happens ?

2009-10-05T07:36:00.000-07:00

What is it about relationships that makes people so crazy ? I mean you "fall in love" & all of a sudden your life revolves around this person ; everything makes you think of them , all your thoughts are devoted to them & you wanna spend all your time w/that person . blah blah blah then 6 months later youre like "ughh why wont "bob" just leave me alone" all those things you thought were so cute suddenly become stupid . not to say this happens to everyone but what happens ? does everything start to become routine ? do you just flat out become bored ? what happened to people who stayed married for like 50 years ? now its like people get divorced right after the wedding ceremony lol . So what is it ?

All I Need In This World .

2009-10-05T07:33:00.001-07:00

All I Need In This World Is My Sushi & Chicken Fried Rice : )
& Yes This Is MY Sushi Lol .